The permanence of this whole thing is setting in. I know that it's not really permanent, but as far as anything that I have any frame of reference for or understanding of it is.

I wanted to create this blog because I have so many emotions that sometimes I think it might help to write about them. I'm not a writer and when I sit down to write all of the thoughts and feelings that I so recently had slip through my fingers as I try to to put them on paper. So here it is for everyone and no-one.